William Boyajian
4/25/13
4/25/13
One thing that I thought was interesting about Winston was his extreme paranoia. It is clear that you can be punished in extreme ways for very minor slips, such as having the wrong facial expression at the wrong time. Winston says that "a nervous tic, an unconscious look of anxiety, a habit of muttering to yourself—anything that carried with it the suggestion of abnormality, of having something to hide" could result in one being vaporized (62). He is also constantly telling himself that he is going to get vaporized, along with Syne and any other smart people he comes across. However, it sometimes seems like he is overly paranoid. When he first starts writing the diary, even though he is out of range of the telescreen, he is extremely panicked, to the point where his writing is almost unintelligible. He is also paranoid about any looks he receives from people. While he is eating lunch, the dark-haired girl looks at him "in a sidelong way, but with curious intensity" (61). This makes him automatically assume the worst, that she is a member of the Thought Police and is monitoring him. Winston also thinks that he is completely alone, and that everyone, except for possibly O'Brien, supports Big Brother completely. However, he has done a very good job at fooling everyone, so it could be that many other people are in the same situation as him. While some of his reactions might be unnecessary, his paranoia has probably saved him from being vaporized. He is constantly watching his actions so that he does not show in any way what is actually going on in his head. Unfortunately, he is now convinced that he is going to be vaporized sooner or later, so he might be more willing to take risks, such as starting the diary.